I write this in anticipation of seeing you soon. I truly pray that the time you will call us up to the clouds will be soon. The idea of kneeling at your throne and being in your sweet embrace light up my soul beyond what words can capture.
I know I have made many mistakes lately. My problem is my impulsiveness. As you already know, my tendency is to act on good intentions but not wise discernment. I apologize for making things so difficult at times. I thank you so much for helping me clean up the messes I make, though! You have really spared me from some definitely-deserved heartache!
I also wanted to tell you that I really love you. To see how so many people refuse to love you breaks my heart. How could anyone not want to have you in their hearts? The peace and joy that you provide is worth it alone, not including the blessings and the guidance you give. I wonder if people just don’t realize that your grace and mercy are free for the taking. With the economy the way it is, maybe they are afraid of what it will cost. With the way society promotes the rightness in wrong, maybe they are afraid of going against the grain.
I look forward to the day I can see the gold street in heaven and the trees bearing multiple fruits. How exciting it will be to see the glorious mansion that you built for me. I am sure it will look more beautiful than the most elegant one here on earth. I wonder if you will come over and hang out at my mansion at times. If you did, I could sing to you and sit at your feet as Mary did. I am sure that I can do that anyway, though, even if not at my mansion.
I must say how truly thankful I am for the numerous blessings in my life. I could not mention them all or this blog would go on forever (literally). Here are just a few:
- for my Bible
- for my family
- for my church family
- for my freedom to worship
- for my friends
- for my health
- for my education
- for the RU program
- for the privilege and honour of serving in the bus ministry
- for the genuine blessing of teaching the peanuts’ junior church class
- for being able to sing for you at church
- for the gift of teaching in general (I could NEVER teach without you!)
- for the ability to write well (I would not know how to form a letter on a page without you!)
So much more could be said! Father, you have blessed me more than I will ever deserve! Thank you for loving me that much even when I was FAR from worthy of it!
Please watch over my loved ones for me and help my lost family and friends to get saved. If they only knew the side to you that I know, they would not be able to resist! If they only understood that the devil has created lies to trick them into believing you are a bad God. I pray that their hearts will be opened and receptive!
Father, thank you for saving me! Thank you for releasing me from hell!
I love you and ache for your presence in my life! I can’t wait to see you in person!